So here I am in my
idyllic little home pretending to be someone fantastic like Bon Iver.
This cottage really is
ridiculously perfect for me. I mean, anyone could claim the views are breath
taking. The panoramic view of the ocean opening up before you, the rolling
hills that lay down a stupidly picturesque setting for the sunrise, the quaint
flowering garden, my new addition of a little vege and herb patch- they all
spell out bliss to your average person. And of course I am elated by all of
this on a daily basis. But it’s not just that for me.
Honestly there’s a
whole lot I love about living alone. I also get pretty excited about my cosy
little nest up the ladder with a dreamy pile of pillows and mosquito net, the
big bay-leaf tree that rattles against the window on a stormy night. It’s filled
with singing tuis been their cheeky selves. Behind it is a breathtaking
backdrop of the unspoilt hills. I love the fact that most nights, since I have
no curtains, I can actually star gaze from this spot and some nights the moon
lights it up enough that I can read in its glow.
I love how every
single window you look out wild flax and fern fill your view. I love how
walking to work consists of strolling through knee length grass with roaming
rabbits and pheasants.
And I love how this
little secluded spot up the hill instils an inspiration to write. One I haven’t
felt in years. It’s a welcome return to have a little ambition in this path.
Its one I had given up on. But in a house like this with my days free, jeesh,
it’s perfect!
So here I am slaying
stray cockroaches the size of my pinky finger like a warrior, baking up a
storm, falling asleep with a book in the sun, going back to basics with no tv,
microwave, jug, dishwasher, phone line, little internet and most days, writing.
I am still waiting for some ingenious topic to catch me so that I can really
morph into a specific story line. But I figure if it’s going to happen, this is
a pretty perfect place for it to start.
I have also sheepishly
decided to overcome one of the biggest flaws in my dream to be a professional
writer. Which is my extreme fear of sharing any of my writing. So I will very
hesitantly be sharing a few bits here and there with no real purpose or meaning
or editing for that matter but as a baby step in overcoming this fear.
And so with all that said, here’s the encore to my sneaky peak a few weeks ago. A few more snaps of my homely home home.
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